I was not inducted into your realm of kinghts because of most of all, My conduct.

I would like to say to all of you that you were right in your decision in not inducting me in, and I HARBOR no ill will twoards any of you.

I know that Sonic and Squid had to say, No he is not of our caliber right now in his life.

That is so very cool. Not because I am not one of you right now,however it is where I do not belong.

Every man has to live out his journey and I am not going to blame any of you for saying in some ways.

"Your life is not complete and you need to find your path, yet until you do your realm is not amongst ours".

You are right.

Even though I have not heald your regards in high estem as in honor of my actions.

Do not ever believe that this is the place that I want to be.

I just have to grow up a bit more.

This does not bother me.

To all [AK] members, you have not shunned me, You have increased my life.